Waiting…..

Winter has stepped it up a notch dumping more snow. Perhaps now there is enough for some cross country skiing and / or snow shoeing.

I feel like I’m just sitting around waiting for something. I’m not sure what the something is. No snow and warmer temperatures, maybe.

I’ve been able to pass the time by going to the gym. This part of the year has all the New Year’s Resolutioners clogging the gym. I know I shouldn’t think disparagingly about those trying to do something. Sometimes it is hard not to.

I remain hopeful something will happen or I can do something to shake this general mood of cynicism and little patience for anything or anyone. It’s sort of like a combination of disappointment and anger.

I’ll try to focus on upcoming bike events I’ve signed up for. This will prompt a sense of urgency and a need to train – hard. Training hard does seem to distract me for a time. However, the insomnia is getting worse. I can put my finger EXACTLY on the root cause of all this. What I cannot do is determine what to do about it to make it all go away.

Ride On.